Title is important sometimes.

Today is Monday the 5th of January 2008.

Flow http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flow_(psychology) is the theme.

Today I'm asking universe if I can stay aware of self for at least 5 years in a row. The cycle seems to be running at 6-12 month intervals.

The analogy train landed on psychologists are zoo keepers, snake charmers, mental manipulators.

Happy New Year.

O-nine is going to be fine. It'll be like that because of the rhyming. Spell Checking and posting.

okay, smoking lasted for 2 weeks after the start of the year. it didnt work out ( i dont like smoking) i pretended i was on a preppy crew team last night zipping across calm water, then i went to the olympics. i love to float. saturday was tons of fun me and meadow went on a hike with the dogs, then we took erotica photographs in the wilderness...and sunday i watched 1993 bill murry groundhog day. i like this movie, religious groups compare their beliefs to the story line. i like it because, in the end our antagonist breaks free of the patterns in his personality. wilhelmina is in my lap, and penlope is ploped ontop of her, i have a pet layered cake on my lap. its so sweet... upt there goes the cat.. and here i go, to go buy a new shower unit for my management property.

2007

well well well, 06 is history it was some year, 07 full steam ahead into day 4. started smoking (new years resolution), kicked off this puppy with a shabang. lets keep things rolling then shall we?

words words. words

here now, there, going places, learning, eating, the universe digesting the planets and the stars. go go go jonhnny go. who has the time, who has the time, to love to love to work, to eat, to eat love work eat live. fill it with, what? with what? that? un cage the mind, un cage un cage, smash a love hug a lover. love like a puppy, live like a lion. life for dummies idiots guide to life, its checked out. passionate. compassionate, you need it. leg hair you don't, the faith, in what? myself. my world. no world is the same from eye to eye. differnt levels. everyones a poet, everyones a star. go with the flow, your cool, go with the flow i'm not, go against the flow, never late. never too late. you die. one sky she said one sky. OPEN... OPEN. i know where my heart is. its right in here see?, thats all i know for sure. and that anything. A N Y T H I N G is possible.

today i draped my face with a vail of hate. through it i can see every disgusting, appaulig, fowl, wrong, dis-lit thing in sight, and dispise it, condem it. these days are the days that i wonder how all the other days i stand anything at all. nothing feasable made me angry today. just an emotion draped over the heart, like a vail over your face. quick on quick off. an expectation never attained, the not good enough not me you. i enjoy feeling such rage. anger. it levels against my calm, and aimablity. you know. the yin the yang. tweetdle dee, tweedle dum. i'm waiting for someone to give me the legal oppertunity, so i can cut them like a fish, then call the police.

things

Foremost “living” things exist to protect their status as a “living” thing. Survival.

more to cum

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un bound by love, unbound by nature, unbound by society, goverment, morality, ethics, expectation, obligation, insignificance, wealth, class, ideals, sex, bound only by my own surmountable barriers. unbound- not disconnected. a will to understanding, a will do dismiss. truth in existance. a conqueror of my own existance. power in existance.