for a few minutes life became everything and nothing and all points inbtween, its so meaningful that its meaninglessness became so apparent it fogged around all thought. the end of it on this world became nothing. easy. to easy to face. ready to face. life was taken for granted for these few minutes. it finnally was morned properly, these minutes of blankness. the tears helped wash away the apathy. the energy force of ones existance is so emmense.