Saturday, January 29, 2005
world meet ECILA!!! it is nothing but awsome to be a online gaming dork! about 5 days of game time got me to level my Mithra (cat lady) Monk/Warrior character to 25/12. yes! she will smash your ass to pieces, pending that you exist in the online fantasy world of Vana'deil. she's actually not as strong as alot of the other thousands of gaming dorks that play Final Fantasy XI, never the less. BING 

Monday, January 24, 2005
it was undetected. my very own tsunami that hit my soul so very hard, so undetected. just 13 days ago. so many causualites. the people in my world put out saintly efforts to aide the devistation, beautiful kind acts of humanity, identified allies. and of course there were those of which tried to benifit from disaster, but their sin will never be forgotton. no, to many good acts. its time to rebuild. 

Thursday, January 20, 2005
you alive? thats a BIG 10-4
1434: wake up, you see those eyes. a glimmer of hope in humanity. faith restored. brought to you by a chance encounter. after a series of poor throws of the die, seems my dear self rolled a pretty amazing set. very sweet. very appriciated. there are beings on this planet that radiate positive emotion. and in that create an intense reation, at the right moment in the cross section of the encounter. of course these moments happen. lucky for me. i crossed lives with one of these beautiful, beautiful beings. a few hours, it was all it took, for me to very muchly adore the 10th and 4th english alphabets perhaps for a good portion of the rest of my life. as one gets older... you'll see that presious times like these are easily remembered. 

Wednesday, January 12, 2005
i've touched the moon, it feels like a jawbreaker. how you ever felt like everyone else, billions of human beings, thruout his-story, the teeny tiny microscopic ity bity, ensy weinsy speck of a speck of a speck of a speck of a speck that our existance represents apart the infinate existance the emense everything. we have our revolutions, our emotions, sarcasims, theme parks. 3000, 300, 30, 3 years ago a women was heart broken, a baby got droped on its head, it happens, its happened. the tv's on and i lost track of my point. 

Sunday, January 02, 2005
one of over 80 accedents in the great state of pennsylvania the day hez came to from the airport. it was a rubberneck of a day. the four hour drive was adventurous. hezzi's car was running half off its manufatured parts, and half on our will power to get the fuck home. we passed seven accedents, i didnt think to get my camera out till accedent number five. they were all minor get off my balls if you think its wrong to post these photographs its part of life igno. 





