alright the sporatic diseased heartbeat that is my existance skiped a few beats but, continues, yes she continues. today an elderly asian women carrying a folded box and lightly aiding her slow paced walk with two crutches in one hand. her face was smudged with dirt, yet her dignaty not smudged. i followed her a few blocks just to see where she was going. she she laid her box down and made a seat and began to read one of those free at the door of the pizzaria apartment books. i went to an atm and got out some cash and gave her 20$.